| Most young women
facing crisis pregnancies don’t want to choose abortion,
but unfortunately, think it is their only choice.
If you are pregnant and you need a safe place to continue
your pregnancy, please inquire about our shepherding homes.
Here’s what a recent resident had to say about her
experience in one of our homes:
“Hello, my name is Julie. God used a LifeLine Crisis
Pregnancy Center’s shepherding home to keep me and
my two beautiful children alive.
There’s no sense in sugar coating this. My life was
a mess. I was a backslidden Christian. I was living a life
dominated by drugs and abusive relationships. I was homeless
& pregnant (5 ½ months along and not even aware
of it). I needed a miracle.
The pregnancy was the last straw. The second I found out
I was pregnant I was determined to have an abortion. There
was no way I was going to have a child from that father
– he was delusional and dangerous, in far worse shape
than me.
I scheduled an ultrasound appointment to determine what
stage in the pregnancy I was in. This information was needed
for the abortion clinic. The technician, a pro-life advocate,
was surprised at how far along I was, and insisted I see
“my son.” I didn’t want to see the baby!
She turned the monitor and the tears began to flow; there
on the screen, perfectly clear, was the face of my beautiful
boy. My resolve wavered.
Then, a second reality hit. It was already too late to
abort. I checked into a shelter, and somehow got a flyer
from the LifeLine Crisis Pregnancy Center. The miracle was
in full swing.
I begged them to take me in to their maternity home. It
was full but they gave me a couch to sleep on. The requirements
were simple; get clean, get a job, and go to church. I did
all three. At church I first saw by example Godly women
and Godly mothers. A seed was planted.
All was not yet well though (sometimes miracles take a
long time). I wasn’t broken before God yet. The bottom
came when I was sitting in my car, dirty, just released
from jail minutes before, pregnant again, without any hope.
As I sat there in the parking lot, Kimberly Coles (the wife
of LifeLine’s director) pulled up right next to me.
She told me the maternity home was no longer available but
encouraged me to contact Jim (her husband). Kimberly told
me about their new ministry known as shepherding homes.
These homes were a place where girls like me with untimely
pregnancies could receive; save shelter, a healthy environment,
and most importantly Godly counsel. Dawn, a LifeLine counselor
offered me a place in her home. The requirements to stay
in their home, if I was serious about keeping my baby, were
keeping healthy, and not be involved with the baby’s
father. I wasn’t broken enough and I wasn’t
ready to take this selfless and very generous offer.
Every single day during that pregnancy the baby’s
father told me, “Get an abortion and we’ll stay
together forever.” I began to cave in and decided
he was right, and tearfully scheduled an appointment with
Planned Parenthood to do it. The day came, and I couldn’t
find my car keys anywhere. I called everyone I knew for
a ride but no one would even though they all said, ‘Yeah,
you should get an abortion.’
I never got to the abortion appointment. At that point,
I knew the Lord was again trying to save my baby.
It took a few more months to decide that the life I was
living was only leading me down a dark endless road. I made
a 180 degree turn. I gave my life 100% to the Lord and a
new way of life. By God’s grace and the patient Christian
counsel I received in the Brower’s shepherding home,
two years later and I am happy to report, I have the greatest
rewards. The Lord has restored me and given me a clear mission,
to be a Godly woman and mother of two healthy & happy
boys. |